Sunday, June 28, 2009
我这个月做了一件不可思议的事~
我在12/06/09提了100块，今天是28/06/09，我还剩27块！！
16天耶！！2个星期耶！！只花了73块？！？
是咯~如果没有K先生，你觉得可能吗？
我最近也患上“不敢靠近提款机“症。。
害怕看到银行的存折~
唉~除了在这里诉苦我还能做什么？K先生说应该不允许我妈出国，但我能说什么？我妈耶~
我妈说她这个月花了1000块，债务还了800块。。。其余的是染发啦，还有我大哥的定做做工裤3件80块。。。
我听了。。傻眼~
有钱买WII玩，80块没能力付？
突然我很同情自己。。。很可怜自己。。。
我问自己，妹妹是什么？
妹妹该做的是什么？
妹妹是来做么的？
妹妹的角色是？
太好了，4年了，工作4年了
我的存额，扣除人家的旅游费900+机票费1400剩下有史以来2900+
掌声鼓励~~鼓励
我一直在想着突破3000。。。K先生也在不停的帮我~现在
打回原型，原地踏步。。。或许根本没有在前进。。
那时Jase问我要不要上泰国，机票很便宜！！！
我笑着说，等我存到7开头才去玩
yy从泰国回来，问我为什么没一起去?
我笑着说，我刚从DUBAI 回来~
太可笑了，我太抬举自己了，太不自量力
或许4年后的今天，当Jase问起，要不要出国，我还是老样子的回应
等我存到7开头才去玩
我的心情跟着存额一样，跌到谷底，我这个礼拜很不开心，很泄气，很沮丧，很伤心，
我想连拥有魔力的雪糕，巧克力都没办法哄我开心，连我最爱的消遣~睡觉都没办法~~
我开始自暴自弃，人格分裂~~
我可怜我自己
我开始觉得不饿了。。。没胃口。。。
或许以后看到一个身形象我的人在树旁鬼祟出没，请别报警。。。
呵呵是我啦~在啃树皮 哈哈
turnbacktime ;; 7:33 PM
Saturday, June 27, 2009
最近好累~~
突然有种感觉不想回家~
家?
哎。。
家人？
哎。。
看到我凉的衣服没人收~ 好累~
回到家没饭吃~
我的工作不是半天耶。。一整天加班后回家还要凉衣？收衣？~好累~
凉衣，收衣很辛苦吗？需要很多时间吗？其实不会。。
洗个杯子很难吗？洗个自己喝的杯子很艰巨吗？
如侧后冲水很辛苦吗？
是不是在读书的人都有权利不用做家务? 还是是因为性别特殊所以有特权？
我发现自己好像在扮演父亲的角色？
人家的学费，租车，机票，旅游我也有份出钱？却不是我拥有的？好贵~好贵~ 三个月的薪水？！
不能像我吗？
没能力负担就不要读书
没本事买机票就不要飞
没钱就不要想着出国玩
没钱就不要想有的没的
更糟的是，父亲却没扮演父亲的角色！
没给一分家用，电话费，房屋贷款都要我们承担还有那个勇气回来要钱?
是要称赞勇气可嘉？
还是不知羞耻？不知廉耻？
我多想送4个~ 超不孝的字
4年了，我出来做工4年了~
我甚至问自己为了什么生存?
人活着为了什么？根本没逻辑啊！工作为了什么？将来？
我看不到将来啊。。。将来对我来说是下个礼拜咯~
呵呵。。我是一个没将来的人
觉得包袱很多。。。但是我不想加重他的包袱。。。
因为他是无辜的~~
我发现我有厌食症~哈哈。。。
早餐没吃，但是下午想到工作地点的午餐就让我觉得不饿了~
然后晚餐回家想到楼下的食物也让我不饿了~
工作。。哎
太忙了。。。这是我最难熬的礼拜
试想我从不喝咖啡提神的，所以每次早睡早起。。。这个礼拜。。。天啊。。。
喝了3天的咖啡！！！
而且只有星期五才出外吃，我4天都叫人帮我打包！！
昨天jase 还问我。。。我闹失踪啊，一个礼拜没看到我？哈哈
至少有人注意到我！！
还有那天中国的同事和我闲聊。。问我一个人怎么做那么多？他们说他们常投诉压力大什么的，现在看我这样都不敢抱怨了 呵呵 还说我是他们的偶像
笑掉我大牙！！
turnbacktime ;; 8:33 AM
Saturday, June 20, 2009
这个礼拜超难过的！！终于让我等到周末了~
我开始问自己为何要做到像头牛？还是像狗那样?
那天我手握滑鼠，却不知道要做什么好？太多事要做了！！
那天我差点炮炸了！
人家办鱼展，我忙着帮他们设计label,设计card,设计海报，安排印刷label,印刷card,印刷海报，准备sample,怎么包装，用什么等等等
然后展会圆满落幕，我又要帮忙应付参展的人所问的问题，问价。。。等等等
然后假如顺利取得订单，我要做订单给工厂，安排送货等
结果我得到什么？销售部赚佣金，我赚什么？
结果人家办鱼展，我是属于Firstdart 的员工还要帮Siangmay设计catalogue!? 设计装网的架子，安排印刷，安排寄出到展会？
当我是什么？什么都是我！就因为我会华语？就因为我是最佳翻译员？我多希望自己是马来人！那样我不能跟工厂联系吗！就找华人华人。。。天啊！
那天她叫我进去问一些事~也叫财政进去。。
因为一张invoice 工厂做不好，所以我们不要付他们钱，至今事情办妥了，我还没跟财政说要还钱。。
她问财政还没付吧？
财政看着我说还没接到通知
她叫我去查看还钱给工厂了没有~
我就问工厂我们有付到这张的invoice吗？
她又问我有还吗？我说工厂还在查~
她说为什么问工厂？我们现在没资金还他们，~想瞒天过海的意思~
我说不问工厂要问谁？
她说问财政
。。。。。
我很委屈，还钱了没有。。。我又不是财政？我查得出吗？你叫我查我的管道只有工厂吗！刚才财政都说等我通知很明显是没还吗！！！那我还问财政？如果是的话，她可以刚才在办公室直接叫财政查啊！
为什么跟我讲？
为什么叫我查？
我是不是好欺负？
我是不是好利用？
她结果打来说他有印象好像上次心不甘情不愿还工厂了~
天啊。。。
我不是财政耶~
唉~~~~关我什么事？
算了。。。。你们也不知道我在说什么。。。我那天跟同事说我不想干了
现在连销售部工作也要做因为销售要上课~每个月两个礼拜!!
销售有抽佣金我没有耶！！
算了
算了
算了
好马被人骑
好人被人欺
算了
算了
算了
难怪我的手掌的生命线那么短，人家说坏人“PAI XI" (难死）所以我会早死~
下一世做坏的马来男人！哈哈哈 就难死！！ 而且是不会华文的马来人啊哈！
还是说说一些不让人丧气的事~
那天看医生，我似乎看到那医生有像天使的光圈
哈哈哈很夸张。。。 但是绝对是好人
那天你说我衰也好幸运也好
医生7.30就关门了，她还说隔壁有几家开到很晚。。。（怎么会有护士那么说的？）
我的手机电池本来剩一格，哪里知道用我同事的USB 充电到来更惨！ 死机咯！！！！
结果等车好久！赶路去看医生，天啊，网页明明写Blk 317到那。。。。都没有半间诊所。。
只好问人。。。那印度婆抱着孙子说着没有诊所。。要带我去对面她儿子每次看的那间。。一只鸡一只鸭。。。还能沟通~哈哈
哈哈重点是我一定不像坏人 ；）她才敢带我去的！
然后我又没办法，只好开电话~还好还能撑最后一通电话打给诊所! 是blk 310 -_- 真幸运手机没有死掉
我又不知道在哪。。又去问一个男的。。不错不错没有骗我！哈哈
终于找到！
但是。。。。。
里头没有护士的。。。也没人。。。
我就敲医生的门。。。哈哈那医生分饰两角。。。是护士也是医生！！
她说没什么病人所以可以分饰两角，他根本不在乎有没有病人耶！
她很细心，很仔细但是有点糊涂糊涂的
然后我身上只有29块。。丢脸
她说可以赊账~我说你每个病人都这样赊账？
她说没有，只有我例外而已！！我当时很感动~哈哈
那我说你不怕我不还？
她说相信我。。~哈哈
我一定有老实脸！耶！
而且她没写什么receipt给我耶！
我有特地下去还钱噢！！
我又遇到贵人了 ；）而且是另一个贵人让我结识到这个贵人 ；）
turnbacktime ;; 11:16 AM
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Lack of updates~
Hasn't upload the pic on the outing with Hantiang,Serene,Chunfeng and Gene~~ at Tampines 1
I duno what Gene is doing lo-_-
Chunfeng seems sleeping in pic (eyes too small) haha
HanTiang and Seren!! SEE Serene is still the same!
Then update on the Changi Airport Trip....Went with K to airport walk walk~ i think you must be thinking we are crazy, with the swine flu spreading yet we still went to the flu~prone places...well we went before the 1st flu outbreak lo!! hehe SAFE~
Well quite shock that K nv been to overseas by AIR since pri sch...haha so i was the tour guide of the day! AT LEAST i haven been to Langkawi, KL, Hong Kong x2 wahahah thru terminal 2 and of cus sending my mum to airport x2
Aniwae is my 1st time to terminal 1...oh...is so SMALL...maybe after viewing terminal 2+3...when you reach terminal 1 is like....alamak...lidat only ar..... SO TINY~
At Terminal 2..
Well K has deleted many of the pic...he got only 1 pic out of 30 is nice pobability...
The only time we can rest our feet is to take train in between the 3 terminal...
We have Popeye chicken at Termial 3...em....the skin is more crispy compare to KFC but i still prefer KFC original that UNIQUE taste....popeye chicken doesn't seems to have a unique taste...
Oh then Jase bdae update...wa....a long list of pic..-_-
I manage to pang gang at 6pm...but Jase and YY got "caught" in their office so i hang ard in my office to wait for them...untill about 6.50pm
Then i was msging~ crystal we switching venue from Chomp Chomp to Pow Sing restaurant and happen we going to cross the rd...the lorry was driving slow la...so YY went ahead to cross...i was about to cross..i sae jase was turing round and round...seems like looking for direction kind...hahah cus she see me haven cross she becum ai mai ai mai lidat....she sae cross road with us v dangerous...haha..
Well Another one deleted MANY pic from my camera...bcus of her hair nt nice, show double chin, face nt nice...etc..-_-
oh...i upload a few pics only, the whole set will be uploaded in facebook la~!
YY is trying to cover her face.....she dun want tk pic...with no make up on....
We ordered alot dishes and v funny we got this habit of leaving one last pc on each dish!
the cabbage otah left 1p c
the chicken left small bites
Tao hu claypot left 1 pc
Potato leave left quite many
Ok showing off our Pinky fingers....i duno hu started this...shld be Jase and YY~~ from their office?!?
CL have been struggling to pour the dark soya sauce....it was too thick to pour out...train arm muscles~~ haha
Jase 1st bdae gift~...she was guessing the gift by shaking~~ Cus Dua pui sai told her it will vibrate~ -_- 
Is perfume from Kenzo....ok must stress that she purposely pose to cover up her double chin!!!
Then we went off cus the place is enclosed, and wa...v noisy imagine we are shouting to each other to converse leh....
See ah meng drooling~~ haha
We proceed to 一碗甜品 to chill and cut cake..
Then the joke started when we settle down the waitress came to tell us almond 没有， Black saseme 没有 , durian mousse 没有 etc...
Then yy start to ask what Jase want for dessert then she says 没有and 没有in higher pitch and higher pitch... 
Jase 2nd present from DPS...
IKEA checked bed sheets!!!!
Me and my honey lemon..so thirsty~
Then ah meng took pic of me n CL secretly...YY din notice lo!! hahahaha
Then cake cutting session wahahah is a HELLO KITTY CAKE!!!
So while we are preparing the candle, cake, camera etc....DPS cover Jase eyes to SURpRIsE her!
But realise we need lighter, only DPS have so we ask Jase to cover herself and she so cooperative whahahahahaha
SURPRISE!!!!
turnbacktime ;; 11:49 AM
Saturday, May 09, 2009
Oh yea Went ade and xiongtai chalet at changi after work last tues..ya is v long ago liao....overdue post~...v big, windy and classy chalet...the next dae was on half day leave ;p...
We (zyin , meng, crys,bilin, me and K) meet at Tanah Merah mrt at 7pm but i left office at ard 6.30 and K cum fetch me...at least able to make it by 7.15pm and we are not the latest WHAHAH zyin came a few min after us..
Then we took 2 cab to the Changi bangalow Unit 8...Bilin zyin n crys share1 cab, they went 1st but they reach later then us!! the uncle drop them at lobby instead..and they have to walk a long distance in HAHAH lucky wor...we still ask our uncle follow their cab..LUCKY never!!
We prepare the fud and started to chit chat like those aunties in neighbouthood pluck dao gei lidat.... dun see i tk pic tk pic hor~i got HELP OUT also....open the plastic for crabstick...haha
Yy was mumbling...i dun want tk pic i dun want tk pic
We went upstairs, well was quite small with 2 bedrooms...
Ok then the guys stay outside...BBQ inhaling all the smoke and charcoal hands
Busy chefsss~
Oiling chicky wings, crabstick, hotdog, stingray,satay ...
well we are also v busy...inside the aircon rm...YESH we are busy eating...
YY pls stop drinking other ppl drink hahah..at first it started with just 1 cup in the kitchen (duno hu it belongs) me n YY are just plain lazy to pour 1 for ourself so we just 顺手 drink....
Well then they COMPLAIN about us....whahaha sumor they say im a wanderer..cus the number of seats just nice...so im the odd one out without seat...then i gt no cultery...i throw the bones on ah meng plate WAHAHA and drink ppl's drink...like thse ah seow in hawker centre
Ya CHILLI pls! !~
Well i did offer help...but no one trust my skill~
Ah meng was asking ppl to take pc..welll
After this~
She was left alone~
Well there's a kind soul hu willing to take...~with HER
Then after they are full~ the gambling den starts~
Then left the rest self entertain~~ haha
YY? i duno whats she trying to do~
So i entertain Bilin she entertain me~ taken by Alan~
But gt sum ghostly head behind~
The Mahjong Queen....eyes on chips~
Then as usual pic with K ;P
zyin~~
DPS
AGAIN~ self entertain 1
....2
.....3
Then we head back...all SQUEEZE in Alan car~~
turnbacktime ;; 7:11 PM
Sunday, May 03, 2009
The other sat meet up with Chun feng, Eugene, Hantiang and Serene...at Tampines
and these batch of friends are SO SO SO punctual..i ask them to meet at 7.15pm i recv a call from gene that he reaches at 6pm -_-... becus he travel from another place...then i reach ard near 7...they were all there in the Jap restaurant.....i cant imagine ppl are ahead for 1 hr...before the meeting time...i only see ppl late for 1 hr....o.o
Well 6 yrs...nv see serene..well was still the same...nothing change at ALL!!
As for cf - well the grass hair are still the same, and i think was bcus of his commando training camp, he gave me a lot of stress when we are having dinner...wa piang i keep ask him u kan jiong wat...he just eat fast, tok fast ( as usual) ,drink fast....
Gene- wa speak much faster...in the past hear him tok jus feel sleepy....and gd at suan~ing me aso
Han tiang- slimer at least, better-looking compare to the sec sch daes...well he was the main character ( and me) to tease for the day...well weight matters- tease him, height matters-tease me...welll if im not ard, he's the main entertainment...
Well they say im still so noisy...SHIT man! TT
no choice i have to tackle 3 mouths of suan~ing lo!!!
well will upload the pic soon~
Aniwae..YY BIG pimple monster came to find me...argh!
turnbacktime ;; 3:40 PM
Sunday, April 26, 2009
我想。。。。
我是不是疑心病太重？
总是觉得别人话中有话
但是朋友间我却不会有这样的猜疑
是我太在意太敏感？
哎。。
turnbacktime ;; 12:34 AM
Chunfeng seems sleeping in pic (eyes too small) haha
HanTiang and Seren!! SEE Serene is still the same!
At Terminal 2..
Well K has deleted many of the pic...he got only 1 pic out of 30 is nice pobability...
The only time we can rest our feet is to take train in between the 3 terminal...
We have Popeye chicken at Termial 3...em....the skin is more crispy compare to KFC but i still prefer KFC original that UNIQUE taste....popeye chicken doesn't seems to have a unique taste...
Oh then Jase bdae update...wa....a long list of pic..-_-
YY is trying to cover her face.....she dun want tk pic...with no make up on....
We ordered alot dishes and v funny we got this habit of leaving one last pc on each dish!
CL have been struggling to pour the dark soya sauce....it was too thick to pour out...train arm muscles~~ haha
Jase 1st bdae gift~...she was guessing the gift by shaking~~ Cus Dua pui sai told her it will vibrate~ -_- 
Is perfume from Kenzo....ok must stress that she purposely pose to cover up her double chin!!!
Then we went off cus the place is enclosed, and wa...v noisy imagine we are shouting to each other to converse leh....
We proceed to 一碗甜品 to chill and cut cake..
Jase 2nd present from DPS...
IKEA checked bed sheets!!!!
Then ah meng took pic of me n CL secretly...YY din notice lo!! hahahaha
Then cake cutting session wahahah is a HELLO KITTY CAKE!!!
So while we are preparing the candle, cake, camera etc....DPS cover Jase eyes to SURpRIsE her!
SURPRISE!!!!
A series of reatcion from Jase~
Force her to eatthe hello Kitty sugary sheet 
Her turn to torture us~
Photos end with 没有~ expression
Busy chefsss~
Oiling chicky wings, crabstick, hotdog, stingray,satay ...
well we are also v busy...inside the aircon rm...YESH we are busy eating...
Ya CHILLI pls! !~
Ah meng was asking ppl to take pc..welll 
She was left alone~
Then after they are full~ the gambling den starts~
Then left the rest self entertain~~ haha
YY? i duno whats she trying to do~
So i entertain Bilin she entertain me~ taken by Alan~
But gt sum ghostly head behind~
The Mahjong Queen....eyes on chips~
Then as usual pic with K ;P
zyin~~
DPS
AGAIN~ self entertain 1
....2
.....3
Then we head back...all SQUEEZE in Alan car~~